( year 18 )

"Mommy I’m sorry if my first letter made you cryTo be honest with you I don’t think that I wanna dieSometimes I feel like that I’m cancerous in others livesThats probably why I drink at night and sleep till 4 or 5It’s kinda hard walking through life with my distorted eyesWhen I was younger I was stupid and I thought I thrivedI thought alot about everything I said in the letterAnd questioned whether or not if I was dead you’d be better.” 

"Mommy I’m sorry if my first letter made you cry
To be honest with you I don’t think that I wanna die
Sometimes I feel like that I’m cancerous in others lives
Thats probably why I drink at night and sleep till 4 or 5
It’s kinda hard walking through life with my distorted eyes
When I was younger I was stupid and I thought I thrived
I thought alot about everything I said in the letter
And questioned whether or not if I was dead you’d be better.” 


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